This is a song that speaks volumes to my heart. It is extremely triggering so only watch it on a good day ora day you candle it.

It is a sexual abuse song. I found it on you tube. Merissa someone forget the last name. But it tears my heart out every time I listen to it. Yet for some reason I continue to listen to it. Makes no since why someone would torture themselves like that. (I guess that song does prove that I have emotions and tears and it helps me find them)