My "Goodbye" to her written on her Facebook page as I cant attend a funeral today since its in the most North East and Im the most South East of the US so I did it there. *Names taken out:
How do you say Goodbye the someone you owe your life to? *How do you even thank someone for that? *I was reading the late birthday card you gave me, writing all over the envelope about how much fun we were going to have watching movies and eating Ben and Jerrys red velvet cake (my fav as you knew), and upset you were to learn it was late. *You were the best friend I ever had, even in the bad times, I always knew that you'd always be there for me and you always knew that I'd be there for you. *I miss you more than I can even put words to express and I never told you that you were one of the strongest and best people I ever met. *I am so very thankful that you, [A.], and [D.] came into my life; and I dont know if I ever thanked you for saving my life. *I dont know much down these lines but I know that you are up with God, no longer in pain, no longer struggling, and at peace. *Rest In Peace my friend! *I love you [A.!] Here are the one of my fav pics, [A.] with my dog Chopper. [Not posting the pic or that would take the annoymity out of it.]
I also just saw that I posted this in Dissociated Disorders...not sure why? I think I thought I said "Discussion" as I post all threads to two sites and thats what it says there. Sorry about that.
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Fully & completely trapped inside myself. Clawing but there's no way out.
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