Hi Justice,
Nice to be back here with you. I stopped kinda because you were going away and your last post was a kind of see you later type of flavour. I'm glad you enjoy our conversations, and like the picture. The only thing thats 'wrong', and it may not be at all wrong is the intensity and anxiety I feel about this whole place. I dont totally understand it, but I think I have brought all my emotions here rather than irl (hey look how good I'm getting at the local lingo in this land, love it!), Yeah I think I get a bit delerious here and dont trust my judgement, so I feel very vulnerable.

My trip wasnt entirely easy, I was with friends and I dont find being with people easy. Much easier in smaller doses. But I swam in the sea which was my main ambition.

Last night I wrote this huge long thing about my expereinces in therapy which were so difficult and I'm in such mixed feelings about it, in the other forum, and wondering what kind of response i'll get. Ok, I think I need to allow myself to be who I am and be less worried about other people's reactions.

Tell me, how were your few days away??

riverx

by the way your new picture is awsomely scary..... tell me about it, I'd like to know....................