Oh and we have mandatory overtime this week due to a screwed up system update the did over the weekend, par for the course. I called h to let him know I'll be home late and he was lounging around watching the birds in the backyard no work yet today.

I don't know. Part of my therapy is spent figuring out how to deal w h. I wonder if i wouldn't even need it anymore if i left him. I would at first but i mean in general. A lot of my internal angst is because of his crap. I don't know honestly if its worth staying with him. Our son is going on 18 he's not a kid anymore. Maybe i should just move out and be done with him. I am so conflicted. Somebody tell me what to do ha. Part of me is plenty aware that even if i quit therapy right now, he'd find something else to endlessly badger me about. Gah.

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