Hi Gina,
Thank you for the hug!.
I was out for the weekend and went thru a grinder. Driving long distance.
Different food, different bed. I missed some of the meds.
Used some adderall to pick me up, but it was a kick in the arse.

The cold hand thing returned. The nose is bleeding (has happened before.)
The whole system is misfiring.

I'm also cutting Trazadone in favor of Remeron, but the eating binges are unreal.
I may have tapered too fast. I may be trading a cow for a goat here. I don't know.
Also, I want to get off the Lamotrigine, since is doing nothing for me and I feel the Lithium is working a little bit. But that will be after the Remeron deal.
How much Lamo are you taking now?. I never went over 200mg.

It's bad when a Pdoc imposes his will. But it's also bad when the let you do what you want. Like in my case. I pick my own meds. Hell, I didn't go to medical school.
I hope I'm making sence.
Be pacient, happiness will return. I chose to think so.