Thank you both and you are so right. I guess I just don't want him to forget me and as bad as this sounds, I wanted to be the one that came out on top and got the happy ever after. I know that sounds so wrong and I hate myself for feeling that way but I just want to be loved like he loves her, I wanted that to be me.

We shared so much that I would hate us to lose touch completely forever. But perhaps we can only be friends once I've fully moved on.

I must sound so terrible and I really do wish him happiness, I just don't want to be the one left behind

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