Genesis,

I don't "know" that he fondled me, but I think he did. Warning, THIS NEXT PART MAY TRIGGER...

**TRIGGER** What happened was I was asleep on the couch and I woke up to his face 2-3 inches from mine and he was naked from the waist down. He asked me what my fantasies were and some stuff like that. I got him to go away for a while, but a few hours later again he started asking me why I sleep with a bra on (I did because I was at someone else's house on their living room couch!) and also about the marks in my shoulder from my bra (I'm very busty ). I didn't connect two and two together at that time (because I was only half awake), but I was wearing a shirt and under a blanket fully covered, so he had to have tampered at least somewhat in order to know I was wearing a bra and more so to know about the marks in my shoulders. I could be wrong about it, but I do wonder if he messed around with me before I woke up. I also do not know what woke me up or why.

Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that most everyone starts out therapy with a lot of the feelings that you're talking about. Nobody wants to just sit and tell a therapist everything. And nobody just automatically wants to confront this kind of stuff right away. It takes time to get ready to tackle this stuff in therapy.

(((hugs))) if you want them.

Good luck!
Angela