Thanks for the replies.

The thing is that the main man named the approach after himself, which, now I see that his errrrrrrrr.......... somewhat self promotion is potentially not so good for him here. It was the Masterson approach. Was it you Rap. who read 'Search for the Real Self'? I'd love to talk about that with anyone who has come accrss it. I gather not everyone reacts the way I have done. It sort of totally changed all my thinking, but then I got obsessed with the whole thing, I was captured in fantasy, the whole thing got totally overcooked within me. Melt down!!!

I read a lot of their literature, and got hooked. It explained so much of my lifetime expereinces. But I was deeply troubled at the same time by this hierarchical attitude threaded through the whole thing. So, that I found the therapy difficult wasnt surprising, only I was hoping I'd break throught the difficlulties.

Rapunzel, you dont seem too perturbed that your T denied mistakes, how do you feel about this when it has happened?

I think I was caught in a massive reaction. In fact since I talked about it here, it feels like I let the flood burst and its a bit more of a 'sowhat', but these intensity of feelings come and go. I just hope I reach a true resolution, as I stil want to go back at some point.

I guess my feelings were so, so intense.

riverX..