Tonight at an LGBT Drop in where there is no drink or drugs people started talking about which bar they go to
Iv not been on the LGBT scene for a while since i married my husband its been more than 10 years and i Started thinking about going out on the scene asking my husband if we could go out once a month
I have problems with drink and drugs to the point where i was having blackouts
Now am thinking one drink will not hurt My husband shot that idea out of my head So NO DRINK OR DRUGS feel left out and upset
I want to go to the scene but i cant if i have a drink and drugs problem
miss the good time but most of it was me Drinking myself to oblivion and having to deal with the after effects
I miss it so much but maybe that is an excuse
my husband says av got to be able to be around people who drink maybe this is a bad idea