Hi toki, welcome back! It's nice to see you back here. I changed usernames a few times, but I remember you from the depression check in's.
I pined a long time after a few people, years actually. It hurts.
I liked the way you explained things, about losing people and then new people in our lives. Things are always changing. I think that's why learning to live in moments instead of creating long stories about my life is important to me. If I want to, I can feel so miserable, but I realize where my thoughts have been. Sometimes nothing can seem to stop me thinking about the wrong things. I guess I just wanted to welcome you back here. I don't know what else to say.