I feel that envy too, envy of my peers, moving on to becoming successful doctors and me being stuck at home trying to get better. I know I'm only 22 but its like my world is crashing around me, I rely so much on stability of University and a degree, it was drilled into me by my parents and not for no reason, the unemployment and corruption in my country is horrendous. I feel like my illness has taken so much away in these past 2 years and has forever changed my future that I will never fully recover from its impact. I feel that I have failed to live up to my full potential