While I still have my really bad days, they aren't as often as they have been the last few months. Every day used to be like my own personal hell, but in the last week I've not felt bad every single day. I kept a diary because it helped me to write things down and when I look back to a few weeks ago I can't believe that was me.

I never thought I'd feel a day when I didn't want to die, but I had one today. I've not been cooking proper meals for myself, just for my daughter, and cooking was one thing I adored. I hope soon I can get that enjoyment back. I would really like to thank everyone here for their amazing support so far. I wouldn't have got through the worst days without some of you here.

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