I have been trying to move on and seen people since, but they haven't worked out. I feel it's because of me and my insecurities, I'm no good at making relationships work. I feel I'm damaged and will never be worthy of love.

It's just hard when he messes with my head and tells me he will always love me and has feelings for me. I'm not delusional and I know he clearly doesn't love me, but it's cruel to say those things. I do believe he still has feelings for me and he's just using me as an ego stroke.

Rose76, you make it sound so clear cut and easy, but trust me it's easier said than done and I am trying, even if you guys don't think I am. Trust me, I don't want to feel like this, I want to feel like a person that deserves a loving relationship as much as the next person and is worthy of that and capable of doing so

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