and u wonder why i dont believe anything good can hapen to me.
i had this woman that used to talk to me at the gym so i thought she could become a friend... i opened up and just should have kept my mouth shu.t. u know when a person insults u for no reason and calls u crazy just bc she knows stuff about ur life/how u feel? yep. she didnt even make sense on messages she sent... lol loking back is even funny.

so yest it hapened again...
like 1 month ago i said something to this girl that would be LOUD and the only topic she was talking about was man and how she likes to **** (it made me laugh and feel awkward)... anyways she asked my cell number to keep in touch. after a while i never heard from her till this past friday... i told her to come to the anual game in the pool (saturday). when we were with other dude she basically says "u dont do nothing and u arrive late?" i didnt like it and then she asked if i wanted to join her the next weekend caz she was alone and we could go out. of course i said yes. i thought finally ill have a social life!
thing is i had plenty of time to think about it.... she kept asking me to take pics of her and would take with me yet she never posted one of us. i was the one always sending msgs and u can tell she couldnt care less about people, shes superficial. and to top that she was nasty to me saying that crap.

i sent her this msg saying next weekend i wont be joining u.
she asked why?

i said to be honest we barelly know each other and i came to conclusion we couldnt be more diferent.
she replies "what that has to do with it?"
i say it has everything to do with it. two people have a relationship when they have something in common. not to mention i didnt like the way u talked to me. im reserved about my life and i dont like people being loud about it.

she: oh my friend, i have a lot more to worry than with sensitive people LOLOLOLOLOLOL i say what i want and when i want...
another msg from her: but is good u cant come this weekend caz myfriend didnt want u to come to the house anyways, so its even good

my response: thats good then that i didnt make that mistake. take care.

she keps on it: im not ur friend (she refers to daniel), but if u want an advice, the attitude ur supposed friend had with u is bc of ur way of being stingy , but i even think is good u keep on "degrading" urself caz its one of those that kind of guy likes LOL

as i keep not replying she wants more attention...
she: and after what u wrote to me dont even bother sending more msgs not even full my inbox with ridiculous msgs. we are done. thanks for ur truly irrelevant opinion lol

me: ur the one that keep sending msgs.

she: caz u are ridiculous, if anyone ever told me what u said, u must have thought u were talking to one of ur friends that are like u, without a brain/content

me: u were the only one that insulted me. reflect well on msgs u sent me.

she didnt reply more. but im guessing ill have probs with her. so now i ask do i deserve the worst i can get or am i so dumb i deserve to be stepped on OVER AND OVER????