I'm worried that this may of turned into an obsession for you. You said yourself that you've already made other posts about this? Yes I think I remember one and I'm probably going to give you the same advice I gave before. I admit I've been in this situation. Not exactly the same story, but I've felt like this, probably a few times over an ex. I actually read a self help book before and I think it was plainly called "obsessed with love". Oddly I left it in the ambulance on the way to IP lol. Not that funny but it's the truth. I would take whatever healthy steps you need to get you through this, including talking to a therapist about it. Have you ever thought about the fact that he's saying "I love you" and he's about to be married? You don't need a guy like that in your life. Think about if you guys did get back together and you find out he's telling an ex the same thing behind your back? There's a trashy red flag on his part right there. Look out for yourself and get some help moving forward. Best wishes to you.

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