well...
i go through a lot of emotions... anger is one of them... just have anger about the way things are.... the way i am... would just like things to be better.... that anger....

i was on alot of drugs at one point... and it numbed me.... i honestly couldnt think straight... and maybe i like that - maybe its a good thing... but i really dont like taking those pills... would just like to fix the reason i feel like this...

i know a lot of people may not like this comment and i may be blocked by the admins or edited... but marijuana helps me greatly.... its something i can look forward to.. it relieves a lot of symptmoms... and it doesnt make me feel like a complete zombie....
is something i think they should look at in the medical field a lot more... and i would gladly volunteer ... because i know it helps me.... and through all of the years i have smoked .... i have really tried to over dose on it - but its just not possible... so it just cant be but so bad... if it helps so much - for me atleast...