Hi couch. I'm miserable. Significant Other (long distance) lectured me on Skype on how I'm too coward to stand up for myself.

That if he and other abused people with worse histories than me can leave, then I'm able to, if I stopped being so scared.

I can't... I have to protect my brothers... I already pay for mine and one brother's psychotherapy in secret. I'm an adult with a job but I'm so instrumentally dependent on my parents and severe social anxiety.

I'm too weak...