My boyfriend, well I don't know what to call him and neither does he, he lost his wife a year ago and doesn't know where he is going but he knows we are good together, he has lots of friends he shares his journey with. I would like to be jealous that he keeps seeking connection to others, that he writes his worries on Facebook and doesn't share them with me, that he says he is falling in love with me and has given me a necklace - like a mistress, a part of his life, maybe temporary maybe longer, but committed to on the side. He is honest with me. How long before he falls for me. Do people always share themselves with the world as well. I like to, especially in writing. I have just gotten divorced and wish with all my heart that my marriage had worked. I share things with friends because I feel more free to express myself, and I know in order to learn I have to keep seeking out answers, new people. I used to have such a rigid logical system, kind of like a zealous religion, to govern my behavior as part of a couple, while my husband flirted with anyone in the age range of a human. I should let go and see what unfolds, it is a brave new world and if I want to be part of it, I have to let go.