I guess I just can't face the fact that I could be the problem all along and that if I wasn't good enough for my ex, then I won't be for anyone. Possibly having Aspergers just makes me feel totally unlovable and even more reason to end up alone.

I am pretty sure my ex is a narcissist and all of his friends, family and my friends and family have pretty much confirmed it. I just feel that if things work out for him then it will show that he's not and its me with the problem.

It's just making me incredibly anxious and making me ill. I have no interest in doing anything and I can't relax until I feel that I have hope. I just want to feel hope and that I will get my chance of a loving relationship, not that I'm flawed and incapable

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