In two days? You know better. Give this some time. Get to a better place, certainly a better place than at this moment, so that you will have the mental strength to handle the kind of coping you will have to be able to do healthily without meds. You aren't thinking this through. You think you are, but you are making a rather rash decision at a very bad time. If the meds are just starting to help this episode, it makes no rational sense to pull that rug out from under yourself at this moment.