Thank you Rose76, that made me laugh in parts and so thank you for making me smile.

He's got his license back now and in a wonderful job in the city (or so he says) but it's when and if that comes crashing down or he has a blip that I worry about, but I guess that's not my concern anymore. He's great when he's up and this new girl has only seen this side to him, but when he's down he shuts everyone out. She doesn't really know him tbh and they are very much in the honeymoon stage. They've never lived together and she's marrying him next year and moving straight over to the uk without really giving it time to get to know him.

I really will try and block him out of my life from now on and you guys have helped me see that I really need to do that. I just hope that I don't have something really wrong with me and I am capable of having a loving relationship.

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