I know. I intend on writing about one thing, then my loss takes over I guess. We were very close.
He made a huge dinner once at my Desert cabin for a friend of ours for a surprise birthday party. He made a huge roast and carnitas pork. It was so much fun. I went bike riding with the birthday boy so he'd be totally surprised.
The cabin is only 750 sq ft and there were like 25 guests.
I wasn't manic. Just super happy.