Hi Lelem,
I was depressed when I was your age and didn't feel able to tell my parents. It took another 10 painful years to work out how to get help, and I really wish I had got into therapy / found a psychiatrist earlier.

It sounds like it might help to have someone to talk to before you talk to your parents - do you have a school counsellor? Alternatively we may be able to help. How did the conversation go when your parents said they thought you didn't love them?

Debbie