Dear T,
I'm kind of amazed that you actually essentially admitted today that you had countertransference for me. I'd sensed it, but didn't think you'd actually admit it, since you're more closed about that sort of thing. Sure you didn't use the word, but you said stuff about blurred boundaries and your emotions and feeling you needed to take a step back. And it helps that you used that to explain the weird session before your vacation where you acted distant and suggested hospitalization.

And how could you possibly think you haven't helped me? You've helped me immensely. I expect that kind of self-doubt from MC, but not from you! Though I think I'd have warmed up to you much earlier if I'd known you sometimes doubt yourself, too, and that you sometimes get too attached.

But thanks for sharing that stuff now.

Love (cause you know I love you, too, not just MC),
LT