Hello. I think you might be taking things too hard. I ask questions because I truly want to understand. I lived with DID for many many years. I know how terrible it is, losing your sense of self and connection in the world. I also know how alters each have a job to do. I beleive my questioning things has upset you and for that I apologize. It is my own discomfort with the idea of many alters all out at the same time that is the basis of some of my questions and responses. It really does defy my present understanding. That is the truth of it. I guess I want to know if you are comfortable with the way you live ? Do you see yourself ever coming together in integration? Or are you ok with living in peices? Again, I ask because I truly want to understand.