Thanks Winter,Sunny,Echoes,Lemon
I didn't know bus dreams were common either!!
Echoes, I hope you are right about the last minute mind games. I just keep turning over yesterday's conversation and each time I do I find something else wrong that I said or some clue to his dissatisfaction with the relationship. I've never had these feelings before.
Sunny, your bus dream made me smile.
Lemon, if I don't throw up during session (another fantasy I have) I might be able to tell him the dream. I picture him telling me he can't see me anymore because I am tooo needy and me excusing myself to go puke. Ahhhhh geee, I'm off the deep end.
I'm truly in a panic right now. I'm going to try and sleep. I have a long day at work before I see T. Huge sigh.
Thanks all.
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