yup. no speaky anything bad about T to T. i was trying to work on that but it's gone waaaaaaay back into it's hole now. No showy. No talky.

sadly i have some "evidence" on me of how i take it out on me. Also spent a week undoing many of the gains i had tried to make. He had asked me what i got out of therapy... and one was trying to make a social network, friends etc... i spent the week isolated, drunk and hurting myself.

i have always been a decent writer.. just no courage.