Sooo....
My PDOC has agreed and diagnosed me with Bipolar.
My therapist however, doesn't ever want to talk about the bipolar and referred to it as "what your dr calls it". He always brings up topics and hints things and asks about my relationships and abandonment and how they affect my mood as well.

He keeps trying to prove that my dr Misdiagnosed me but he has never brought it up and claims that I should get a full psych evaluation from the people generous with.

I know I'm not borderline. Relationships have barley any effect on my moods l. I am currently in a happy relationship and have gone through different moods.

I have also experienced mania and hypo mania. My therapist has said that the risky sex behavior is me just trying to connect or build a connection when really it's not. As for mania and hypo manic states, I feel the euphoria and the hallucinations and stuff.

I just don't trust my therapist at all. If borderline personality can be treated with therapy, then why is it that the therapy isn't doing anything for me and the medications (lithium right now) are?

Anyone else in this situation or ever been in this situation? I'm so confused. It feels like when I came out and knew that I was 100%gay and every one said that I was just "confused" or "questioning".


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