Dear friend your problem its very serious .If you continue this way the girl will think you are disperate and its not good and i am sure that sometimes you interprete wrong .Be very careful what you think and what you do because in one day you will make something wrong and you will lose her .My advice try to be relaxed and calm and dont show your feelings because he will see and maybe will play with you .You know the word : from what you will afraid you will not escape ,well its true .Get this problem out ,good luck to you