I want to repeat in a parrotlike way, "I am NOT anti-med, I am NOT anti-med..." BUT I am at this point anti-med for ME. In my body, they have way too many lasting side effects, not enough benefits (they DO offer some but not always), and they never seem to last long. Being partially treatment resistant and very med intolerant is a huge annoyance because of the "maybe one more try ... oh wait, no way!" dialogue you constantly have with yourself. Thanks for this thread.