I'm anxious today. It's going to be a long, busy day, and I just don't want to do it. I've already had one cancellation and one unpleasant phone call, and I should've only been here for half an hour, but I came in early for the cancellation. Yesterday exhausted me, I was so activated all day, I just couldn't turn off last night. Then I got in bed and kept hearing noises that, like always, sounded like someone in my apartment. Sometimes I wonder if I have some kind of psychosis setting in. I've been constantly questioning myself all week.