There is a part of me that has been worrying more and more that I might have BPD. If I look at it, I can find enough justification to self-diagnose. I took a BPD test on here earlier and got a score in the "severe" range. The only justification I have that I don't have it is one of my supervisor/mentors. She can't stand interacting with people who are BPD, and I've never gotten any indication that she feels that way about me, so I guess it can't really be? I don't know, and I want to cry about it. I feel like such a hopeless case today.