I need to bounce this off someone's head repeatedly before they give in with an answer.

I had to go to Dublin today to see my T. Not only am I hallucinating visually but no matter where I went people were watching me, laughing at me. Two guys on the tram were talking to each other about how fat and ugly I am. Then on the bus there was a crowd of polish talking about me pointing and laughing and speaking in their own language so I wouldn't understand.

I'm not sure if any of this was real.