I am panicking. Totally and completely. Yesterday I had an interaction with someone who is very likely BPD, which has really sparked some of my suspicisons of my own possible dx. I didn't get the impression that we hit it off very well, which was fine because I was not going to be doing much interacting with her after yesterday. Now she wants to come talk to me. Me, not her actual counselor. I don't know why, or what it's about, and I don't have time until after 6. I'm afraid. It's like I don't want to face her for fear that she will reveal how really broken and ****ed up I am. She can't have that kind of power over me but I'm so afraid she might. Or something. I don't know, but I'm losing it.