Thoughts of hurting yourself or others should be taken very seriously. It sounds like you may be having a bad case of dysphoria and I know how torturous it is. If your thoughts are getting really bad or you think you may act on them then pleeeeaaase go to the ER so they can possibly put you in IP and intervene with a different AP for you. I know that's probably the last thing you want but this can be pretty serious. Hope you find some relief soon! ((Hugs))

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