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What do you do when your scared of living but your also scared of dying?

where the heck did mine go? he left. and now its over. it wouldnt be fair to be with anyone else anyways, because all i would think of is my ex.

Really i dont even get to see him that much though and Im so busy.

apparently this will never end. does anyone else feel like this?

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Ally, I am happy to hear you are scared of dying, and that you are "so busy." Was this your first serious boyfriend?? I assume you must have been together for a good while. Is the aloneness due to the fact that you don't have a boyfriend while everyone around you does? And, contrary to how you feel at this moment in time, the feelings will "end." The feelings will diminish over time. And, yes, I am sure you are not alone in your feelings...at least that is what the posts above sound like.

Tucker said to love yourself. Maybe this is a good time for you to take time to do just for you, find out who you are post-breakup.

I am far from being a teenager, but I do have a 17-yr old grand who is in her first long-term boyfriend relationship...if that helps at all
Carolyn