I don't really know how to describe how I'm feeling, or what it is, really. I just...I don't know. I was fine this morning... My roommate left around 3? Maybe 4....I don't remember. She left only about an hour after she got home from work. And then I've been alone since she left. I keep spacing out, and spacing out has me losing time. And then I keep getting up and walking to a place in the apartment and forgetting why I walked over there, so I come back and sit down and it happens again some other time... I'm so tired.... I haven't felt like this in a while. Luckily I had time to use at work so I'm staying home and recuperating. Not that one day will do all that much, but maybe it will, who knows... Sorry, this isn't really one of those, 'please help, what do I do?' things, this is sort of just me venting and trying to figure things out outside of my head because my head has too much going on to figure this out inside there. Typing things out makes me feel a little better anyway, because I'm getting things out, I guess? Just like writing helps, too. And this is a form of writing now, one that doesn't hurt my wrist as much, so this type of venting happens more than the writing with pen and paper type of venting.

....I just realized that a lot of that was probably rambling and didn't actually make that much sense for anyone outside of my head that might be reading this. I'm so sorry... I'm going to go relax and close my eyes for awhile then... Maybe Papyrus will actually snuggle with me for a little while....

-Tian