I think the load of ADs may of been the bad decision. I'm on trileptal and I've had a few mild ups, and no bad "downs" since. It's also kept the mixed episodes and dysphoria at bay which would leave me very agitated and angry. A lot of us here have been on way more than 15 diff meds alone. It's trial and error and trileptal kept me intact as long as I don't take my stimulant! Maybe try a diff stabilizer and stay away from ADs for now. It's all trial and error and it's a load of hell until you get there. Stay strong and don't give up!

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