After some really horrific experiences with my t lately I was planning to confront her this week and get her to own her part in all of this and not to blame me for everything.
Things didn't go to plan and t actually lost a close family member this week and had to cancel our session. She will be in touch to reschedule.
I felt so bad that she was going through this, it's not acceptable what she said and did but I can be more sympathetic towards her own struggles.
I worry about seeing her again and my instinct is to mind her. I imagined hugging her when I see her next, we have never hugged so it could be either very awkward or very healing. I am trying to sensor everything I want to bring up next session but I know that she would be angry if I did that. I am not sure how to react to this because I want to take care of her and another part of me is angry that she was so mean and hurtful to me over the last few sessions. I am conflicted and confused!
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