Beth,

I can truely agree with you. I have the same feeling now that I have my farm in KY. Being there for 2 1/2 months alone, knowing that I can take care of myself, my life, & anything that comes up in my life. Knowing that I can be responsible & organized enough to handle my life completely without anyone else at all. For me, it is kind of a liberating feeling. I feel free from all the things that were holding me down in the past. Getting out of a rut seems to break all past fears & brings a feeling of being able to be myself without anyone else making me who I am. It let me see who & what I really am. I haven't felt that way for 32 years & I have to say, I totally appreciate the feelings & understandings that came during that time. It opened my mind & made me more sure of some of the feelings I had been having. Better able to act on them to make the decisions I have to make for the rest of my life.

It is definitely a wonderful feeling isn't it?
Debbie