i found these articles
Study Confirms Antipsychotic Drugs Decrease Brain Tissue | CCHR International

Myth of the antipsychotic | Opinion | The Guardian

Antipsychotics and Brain Damage: Shrinkage & Volume Loss

this is proof that i will never ever ever ever go on meds even without including this issue of the others inside my head they are poison and the doctors are lying and they do want to hurt me should i cancel the appointment i have with my psychiatrist?