Freewill and mlyn
Don't be sorry you did not scream and especially don't be angry at yourselves because you did not scream. 2 things I know for sure. 1 - screaming probably would not have stopped the terrible things. 2 - screaming would have probably just gotten the stuffing beat out of you on top af all the other terrible things. I know - I screamed, I fought back as hard as I could and the only thing that got me was getting more smacked and hit in addtion to the terrible things. What happened to you was not your fault in anyway shape or form. Do not be angry at yourselves - you need to love yourself and be genty with yourself.