Reading those words took my mind to the bible.....when Christ was dying on the cross. Those were his words also.....Matthew 27:46 "about the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice "Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?" which means "My God, why have you forsaken me?"

I think those words were spoken to let us know that it is natural to have these feelings when we feel that God has let us down & is not taking care of us the way we think he should. Christ knew as the Son of God what he was here on earth for & what his purpose for dying was, but the human part is what we are & that is the feelings we have when we feel that God is not caring for us the way we think he should if it really cared.

There is nothing wrong with those feelings....it is important to know that, but what we don't know as humans is what good can come from what we are going through. I don't believe that God has given us the pain we have....I believe that it is just part of life & things that happen in this world. I believe that God will take care of our pain & suffering in ways that as humans we don't understand until it comes to light in our lives.

This is my personal Christian beliefs.....but just wanted to point out the similarity between what you are saying & what the Bible states that Christ said on the cross as he was dying for our sins.

Take care & try to believe that everything happens for a purpose & for our own good even if we don't know what that good is at the time & it seems that there can't be anything good come from it.

Take care,
Debbie