Hi Justy,

If I were you, I would definitely go ahead with the new job...maybe it came to you so you can get out into the world and take a step away from the world you are so entrenched in right now. Maybe by taking that step away from where you are right now, it will give you an opportunity to put your life into perspective. Give that job 100+ % and give yourself a break from thinking about your problems for a few hours each day.

You have said in the past that when you make up your mind, you don't change. Applied correctly, this can be a very positive personality trait. Use this job as a starting point to make up your mind to fix the things in your life that have become a problem. Use your dr's lead for your health issues & therapy can help you work through your other issues. I know it is hard losing a baby & there is always a greiving time involved which is different for everyone. Your life can take the better path from here....everyone tells me that there is really a light at the end of the tunnel (and it really isn't the train).

Continually thinking of you,
Debbie