I guess I don't understand... your family treats you like you are a nuisance, consider you weak and unreliable, have invalid opinions, and no identity because you are sick? Yet you say you are not sick?

No matter whether you consider yourself sick or not, what are you going to do to try to make yourself feel less miserable? Have you researched any natural solutions that you can try? What can you do to at least try and take your power back?