I don't know, actually. Basically, I had a bad flash last semester (just a really disturbing one) that kind of set off everything. I think I've always had it, but...this came to the forefront. I don't think that the imagery in the dreams suggests I've been abused, or even the memories that have come up when I've done some digging. So I could be completely wrong about things. I do know I have a lot of issues I have to deal with.

(I...hope I make sense here. And I hope you're not angry with me. I'm sorry)