Ok, so I've been feeling this way for a while ever since a couple months after I got my own place that I really enjoy living alone. I have lived with my Fiance in the past for a year and well I wasn't on any Psych meds back then so things really didn't turn out well. We fought a lot during the year we lived together. And lately I have been thinking a lot about what I want in life and everything and I do want to be with my Fiance for the rest of my life, but I've had a lot of time to think about things and I have come to the decision that I would like to live alone possibly for the rest of my life, because I really enjoy my life as it is. Me and my Fiance did agree though that when/if he inherits the house where him and his parents and grandpa live that I will move in there with him.

I just enjoy living alone, I can do whatever I want when I want, I have my own space (literally and Physically) and if I want to and I do, I can lay around naked in my apartment. I have my cat, my dog, my birds (Cockatiels), my 3 Guinea Pigs and my few fish to keep me company. I enjoy having my own apartment. Plus, I can clean it as much or as little as I want (I say as little as I want, because I'm not very good when it comes to cleaning). I just am used to living alone and I don't really want that to change and I have realized that lately. I want to marry my Fiance in Disney World (where we plan on marrying) and I want to still live alone after we are married. Is it weird that I don't feel the want or the need to live with my significant other/future spouse?