Monday: exhausted.
Tuesday's plan: force myself to get up, maybe even out, despite being on the edge and random crying.
Tuesday's reality: Overload overwhelm. Tipped over edge. Shut down. A lot of... Thoughts. But total inertia.

I really thought it was getting better. Cognitive issues too. I don't know.
Today, forced myself to get up again. Actually showered and got dressed. Did dishes. Woot.