Hi guys

I am sure that i have an severe case of ocd.its comes a very long way now and i have only recently found out how bad it was all along.

Sometimes I would struggle to concentrate.my mind is very very active and i get loads of different thoughts every now and then.i cant multitask at all,im very forgetful.i also get pictures in my head with different scenarios

I also have kind of like phobias.for instance,ants.i hate them and it freaks me out a bit.love to make sure things is clean.im not very into making contact with other people as i think they might not be so clean or wash hands regularly

Dont like going into public places.if i see for example people i know from like high school or so ill avoid them rather than talk to them or most people i know.

I have severe depression.i have been poor and being poor is all i ever know.struggle with money has always been there.cant do anything like going out and so,just never really got money.also I never really owned my own car and im almost turning 30.it means for years i have been struggling daily to go anywhere.ive always worked for mediocre salaries in my life

The list goes on.is it best to take meds?i dont have power to go to support groups.i work mostly 13-14hours a day 6 days a week.

Also have this grinding my teeth thing at night.its so bad that i have to weat a special mouth guard at night or i get toothaches from damaging it in my sleep

Feels like im gonna be attacked the whole time.at home or any public place

Afraid of heights.

Where do i begin?i need help


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