I hate it when therapy homework doesn't go well at all, and then there's the times it goes too well. I mean, it's this story t 'assigned' me to write, we did this one time in her office too I drew 3 cards from a tarot deck and then wrote a quick story from looking at the images on the cards. It was cool the first time we did it, I got a great insight out of it. She said to write for about 10 minutes. That was all well and good the time we did it in her office. But left to my own devices, I worked on it between calls all day yesterday and it's up to almost 900 words and not done yet. Too long! I don't want to use up my session time reading it to her. So I'll just give it to her on my way out the door and say if you are bored some evening and have nothing better to do, you can read it then. Ha.
I don't want to go to work today. I don't know why one hour of overtime for 3 days in a row is so tiring, but it is. We have an hour today and tomorrow too and then 8 hours over the weekend. They still haven't changed mine to be Sunday, I told my sup several days ago I need to be off Saturday for therapy, and I even offered to work 4 hrs in the morning, go to therapy, then come back and work another 4 hours if they can't let me do it all on Sunday. But he said no, he won't ask to have it split up. Grr. I could probably go to HR about that refusal, but I don't want to stir things up, he hasn't been my sup for very long. Seriously, I'm not refusing to work the overtime in any way shape or form! I'm just asking them to accomodate a previously scheduled appointment that I do not want to change. Grr again. Oh well. It is what it is. I'd wanted to take a break the rest of this month anyway. Maybe I should just cancel the appointment and work the overtime and take my break now like I'd wanted to. The problem with that is, talking about that dream last time opened something up that wants to be talked about and I was looking forward to diving into it sooner rather than after a break.
I'm just stalling cuz I don't want to go to work. I need to quit that. Have a good day, couchies! Sending hugs to all who want them.
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